Extreme

disappointment.
In myself.
In the people around me.
In life.








"Failure at its finest, God."

Time flies

when you can't wait for something to happen.








I'm so curious about a few things.

Summer

now holds EVERYTHING I want.

Time alone.
Grand Rapids.
No more house.
Lots of Ross, Candis, Emily, and Max.
Eighteen.
Some promises that I hope are followed through on.
Livin' on my own.
NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL.
Giant paycheck aka open house.


I can not wait.

We're going too fast

and I know it.


I'm the catalyst.

I hate that fear

is keeping me from so many things.



I'm so scared to fail.