What?

If anyone had told me 5
No.
even 1 year ago that I would be on prom court, wearing a big poofy dress and really excited about both of them, I would've freaked out.
Then I probably would have continued playing soccer in mud and punching boys.

I still play soccer in the mud and punch boys.
I haven't changed, but I totally have.

If I have to run against people for prom and ruin someone's night, its not worth it.
I could go my whole life not being prom queen and dealing with it just fine.
Sadly, there are other people who couldn't.
I hate that.


Senior year is so weird.
I'm so happy its almost over.