I want a love

like in Casimir Pulaski Day.

Obviously not with anyone dying of cancer.
I just want a love so good that you don't know what you would do without them.
And you can't imagine anything without them.

I want it to be fresh, new, and exciting.
And I want it to be real.

I want to get an electrical surge every time I see them and I want that to only intensify as the relationship goes on.

I want my butterflies back for good, even though they make me feel so lame.








And I want to see Sufjan Stevens live.

I want too many things, I think.